had a dream about him last night and thought about him today. I was wondering about his answer to the question I asked him some time ago and he replied almost as soon as he had crossed my mind

October 2021 // breathe in & breathe out⛰

shoutout to the girly @ mcds for giving me literally 16 ketchups🥺❤️

honestly I couldn’t live through another extremely traumatic event. It would’ve sent me over an edge I don’t know I’d ever be able to come back from.

I’m exhausted and sleep doesn’t help. Nothing else has mattered in weeks, things I was looking forward to are irrelevant now.

I feel that I’ve been alone but it would be great if I could completely disappear you know??

I thought today was Friday

we have a surprise wedding shower at work tomorrow in our room/office so I’ll be forced to mingle w fellow teachers and I’m not looking forward to that bc I’m back to being awk and idk how to be social anymore so rip

one episode away from finishing Maid on Netflix and omg talk about triggering ??????

I’m also watching Seinfeld and it’s going great. I’m on the pilot part 1&2

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rb to give the person you reblogged this from a little scoop of iced cream

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sending love to all those who are going through a difficult time right now:

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